"And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away."

I get so paranoid sometimes. I have these days when everytime I walk away from someone after talking to them, that I think they're talking about me. It makes me so self concious and antsy. Then I begin thinking that everyone is talking about me and that no one is really my friend. It's not the greatest feeling in the world.

"Hey, you know they're all the same."

I can't stand the numerous posers around nowadays. I can't stand how everytime I go in Hot Topic nowadays that there are so many Playboy shirted, too much lip gloss wearing, cleavage showing, high heel wearing, slut a dozen girls swarming there. It seems that all of a sudden every Ashlee Simpson listening girl thinks they're so hardcore punk rockers. Get over it, you're not.

"Yeah, just be yourself. It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else."

Sometimes I feel like my family expects me to be someone else. Then I think, "Who the fuck cares?" I don't.

& if you don't get the theme of this entry, you're dumb.

I have another rant. I can't stand it when people constantly let you down & expect you to put up with that shit. You can only do that shit to a person so much before they catch on & kick your ass to the curb. You just can't do that, because before you know it, no one will want to do anything with you anymore.

Cats - The Musical is cooler than you. It rocked my socks & then some. So, you can be negative & say that you hate cats or whatever. I don't care. It was amazing & the singing would've knocked the toupee [spelling?] off of your head. Mhmmmmmm.

<3 Me.